The Wanderess

The Eyes See. The Mind Wanders. The Senses Are Awakened. The Journey Begins.

  • Summer Wanderings

    Body Canvas

    Body. Color. Art.

    By me.

  • When A Door Closes, A Window Opens
  • LISBON REVISITED (1926)

    Nothing connects me to nothing.

    I want dozens of things at the same time.

    Anguished, as if in hunger for flesh,

    I long for something

    though I know not what is

    decidedly I am unsure…

    Turbulent in sleep and restless in dream, sleeping fitfully, dreaming in halves.

    All doors denied, both real and imagined.

    All curtains drawn tight, all speculations hidden from view.

    I found the lane but not the door whose number I’d been given.

    I woke up to the same life, a life I had slept.

    Even the armies of my dreams conceded defeat.

    Even my dreams believed themselves to be what they were not.

    Even a life desired would give me no rest – even that life…

    My understanding is inconstant, lacking in focus;

    I write and rewrite through lapses of fatigue;

    and when my boredom itself begins to get bored

    it drags me off to the beach.

    – Álvaro de Campos by Fernando Pessoa*

    Fernando Pessoa (1888-1935) one of Portugal’s and world’s greatest writers and poets of all times, had many heteronyms (Álvaro de Campos one of them) of which expressed the complexity of his inner character and independent thought. A literary chameleon. A wanderer.

    azulejo

    alfama

  • Men Singing The Blues
    Jack Broadbent

     

    How does one define a sound?

    In the case of Jack Broadbent it is complex. Let me tell you, I was fortunate to see him perform live recently. Because he draws from old classic blues guitar tunes and rock n’ roll, covering songs from Ray Charles, Jimi Hendrix, Canned Heat and his original songs but he does make them all of his own.

    He is raw, intense, enthusiastic, funny between songs, all in the while, playing his guitars sitting down. His way of sliding that hip flask on the strings…whoa, quite hypnotic! He really feels the music and you will feel it too, especially if you are near him. The English-born singer, songwriter and slide guitar master, who in this day-and-age of self-acts of internet publicity, has outlived the fifteen minutes of Andy Warhol’s rule, since he was You Tubed by a passerby while he was busking on the streets of Amsterdam. Apparently, the rest is history…

    Jack Broadbent was not only the highlight of that night at the venue. Albert Castiglia and his band, who are local talent from South Florida, commanded the first hour of the show. What a night!

    Jack Broadbent & Albert Castiglia

    at The Funky Biscuit, April 2017

     

    Albert Castiglia Band

     

    Jack Broadbent and photoblogger Flavia Caldas

    Links:

    Albert Castiglia click here

    Jack Broadbent click here

    The Funky Biscuit, Boca Raton, Florida click here

     

     

    All photos by Flavia Caldas

     

     

  • Next stop, Greenwich Village

    Welcome to Greenwich Village

    Forty years later and it is not Paul Mazursky‘s ‘hood anymore (Next Stop, Greenwich Village). Or when Bob Dylan was freewheelin’ on Jones Street. The community of laborers, misfits, poets, eccentrics…Life was not easy but there was plenty of avant-gardeness to go around with some cheap beer and a nice hot meal at a diner nearby for a few tokens. The place where the “hippies” (not “hipsters”) ruled and roamed the cobblestones streets questioning their own existence and the establishment by copiously reading nineteenth-century philosophers. Roughing up a bit. Protesting. Getting into (and making) trouble. Influencing a generation to be liberated from the norm and social customs, while the music played on. Very inspiring music.

    Well, Greenwich Village of 2016 hasn’t completely lost the vanguard luster but it has been scrubbed down to a pale (the weary may say dull) gold. There are still a few misfits, troublemakers and eccentrics from the old guard trudging on (and some novice in-training). There has been some civic engagement and political protests back on the streets in recent years – Washington Square Park being the usual gathering place for that. And there are still a few poets of the written and spoken word, who read and sing their hearts out for a beer while feeding the souls of the passersby.

    But the establishment has overpowered. More people on the streets shuffling, from point A to B. Less wandering. Tourists – some with very demanding palates, consumption habits and uninterested in learning (and not helping to preserve) the neighborhood’s history. Electronic devices frenzy instead of some quiet Nietzsche time and a notepad. More selfies and less eye to eye, deep conversation on a corner cafe. The disappearing act of mom-and-pops. “Relics” such as bookstores and record stores on the verge of extinction. Old cultural institutions becoming victims of predatory leases by landsharks landlords, like Caffe Vivaldi (click here to sign a petition to save this beloved cafe – home of many artists – from closing). And of course, cost of living…although cheaper drinks and a bite can be found at some happy-hour places, the rent increases at an alarming rate have made living in the neighborhood out of reach for many and forcing long-timers and artists to move somewhere else.

    The times they are a’ changin’.

    cafe wha

    But I’d like to think not all is lost, yet. I still have hope some things will remain the same in Greenwich Village for more generations to come. Despite gentrification, and if you have an indiscriminate eye, spending a few hours in the neighborhood at any given time of the day, you still get a glimpse of that bohemian existence. Nostalgia can be soothing from the hustle and bustle. And perhaps, you’ll feel that time went back and stood still for a few moments. Just look down on the cobblestone streets that have resisted urbanization. The brownstones, colorful buildings and the people who inhabited them. That little Italian restaurant. The bars and clubs in the MacDougal and Bleecker Streets area that gives local artists a chance to shine. And one of my favorite pit stops in New York City (when I lived there and when I return for a visit), Washington Square, where that hope might be walking around on their way to school, work, gig. Sit in one of the park benches just to chill, to watch people go by, to socialize with some of the locals who may challenge you to a game of chess (warning: you may lose big time). Or to just reminisce about life while watching some musicians play some oldies. Speaking of which, a big shout-out and thanks to Graeme Norris (sax), Nathan Brown (bass) and Uri Zelig (drums) for the midday jazz and inspiration to write these words and take some pictures.

    jazz trio and audience

     

    Resources:

    Caffe Vivaldi

    32 Jones Street – http://caffevivaldi.com/

    Cafe Wha

    115 MacDougal Street- http://cafewha.com/

    Volare Restaurant

    147 W 4th Street – http://www.volarenyc.com/

    Washington Square Diner

    150 W 4th Street

    Washington Square Park

    http://washingtonsquareparkconservancy.org/visit-us/

    Nathan Brown

    http://www.nathanbrownmusic.com/

     

     

    Shot in Greenwich Village, New York City, June 2016. Cafe Wha photo from 2015 archives.

    All photos by Flavia Caldas.  © All rights reserved.

     

     

     

  •  

    Walking your own path. Once you realize your truth, in your own way, in your own time, you are set free.

    wynwoodblue


    wynwood_blue mural

     

    wynwood20-Edit

     

    wynwood_fence

     

    wynwood_portrait

     

    wynwood_hype_black and white

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    I have to say many thanks to Michele, my friend, who is a beautiful and creative soul and always game to not only explore the city with me but also playing along with my crazy visual storytelling ideas.

    Shot in Wynwood Arts District, Miami.

  • Wandering in Lisbon

    I arrived in Portugal for Christmas last year to spend a few days with my family. A photo expedition in Lisbon, where we were staying, was in my plan, of course, but not the focus on this particular trip.

    I had been there about a decade ago, also on a brief visit. My recollection from my first impression of the city back then was that I would return, someday. Even if it was just for the amazing food. And for Pastel de Belém (I travel for food). After all, it’s the country of my ancestors. I speak the language. There’s a connection. It’s familiar, feels like home. Although I am a firm believer and practitioner of the philosophy that you should not stay in your comfort zone for too long.

    It is hard to capture still pictures when you have to move along because time is short. But I was able to photograph some highlights from my trip, where I walked, where I sampled some of the history and delicacies from this beautiful country where my father’s family came from. I took it all in. I looked it all around, I embraced it, felt it, smelled it, tasted it.

    Lisbon is an Old City from the Old World.  As such, history is everywhere you look: buildings, monuments, pavement, infrastructure. But underneath wear and tear, I found vibrancy, longevity and a refreshing sense of humor. A city that inspires, brings romance back to the most jaded soul.

    avenida da liberdade

    Avenida da Liberdade – “Liberty Avenue”.

    The most important avenue in central Lisbon, where old and modern buildings clash elegantly. And where you step on its calçadas (a mosaic of Portuguese stones).On the side streets, you find very narrow steep walkways and the quaint and national monument “Ascensores” a tram transport that takes you to the neighborhoods that sit on higher ground on the hills. Think of San Francisco.

    Avenida da Liberdade

     

    Cinema São Jorge

    Cinema São Jorge. A reference in culture in the capital. Movies, music.

    Balcony and Azuleijos

    Balconies and the famous azulejos – tiles – on the façade of buildings.

    A row of color

    Electrico

     Ascensor da Glória. A touch of 2015 self-expression on the 19th-century tram car.

    Ribadouro

    And then, I found the building I was looking for! Click here to see the photo I took of it when I visited Lisbon for the first time.

    yellow bar

    A cuisine that is heavily influenced by the Mediterranean seafood and spices, Portuguese food is as diverse as it is regional. In the capital, of course, there are many restaurants that specialize in the neighboring countries cuisine (mostly Spain, France and Italy). But look for the traditional cozidos (vegetable or meat stews), bacalhau (cod, that is often salted) and their countless egg-based desserts. Portugal produces, among other things, olive oil, wine, cheeses, that sadly do not get the recognition they deserve this side of the Atlantic.

    frutaria

    ginginha popular

    ginjinha sem rival

    Ginjinha Sem Rival Eduardino. And here’s to the Portuguese cherry liqueur that is a tradition for over 150 years! Locals and tourists flock to these tiny storefronts that sell old family recipes for this sweet and potent concoction. I was there mid-afternoon and it was packed. Blame it on the winter weather… Ask for the cherry – they serve shots with or without it – but be forewarned: the tiny fruit holds a lot of the aguardente potency!

    Pasteis de Belem

    One cannot visit Lisbon without trying Pastéis de Belém. Only two people (apparently one has already passed away) know the original recipe that dates back from two centuries ago. It is a well-guarded secret (the recipe is not written anywhere, it had to be memorized).

    I have to tell you, the monks in the monastery where this pastry was invented, had really a good palate. It is a flaky crust that is not anything like a Napoleon and it has a warm and custardy center that is not overly sweet. I am serious, it is worth the plane ticket to just wait in line and try some (yes, before the Cronut craze, people from all over the world were lining up this storefront).

    Hungry Eyes through a thick glass

    You can eat the pastéis inside or take out.  Visitors can also see partially the assemblage of the Most Famous Pastry in Portugal.

    old scale

    History inside the bakery. Most likely this is how the ingredients that go into making the famous Pastéis de Belém are measured.

    making pasteis de belem

    After making the pastry and baking the pastéis away from the prying eyes of the tourists that visit the bakery, they are brought to the viewing area then proudly displayed and ready to be sold.

    eletrico in Belem

    It was Christmas, after all. Leaving Pastéis de Belém shop and catching the elétrico to do more sightseeing while headed to see the sunset at Praça do Comércio (Commerce Square).

    beco

    building sightseeing

    casa com varal

    so musica

    praca do comercio arch

    From a pale gray day to a golden-hued sunset, Lisbon is like that: always surprising you. Above is the Arco da Rua Augusta, at the Praça do Comércio. Near the Rio Tejo (Tagus River), it’s one of the biggest plazas in Europe and where the many kings of Portugal resided for centuries. Now it’s a very popular shopping and entertainment destination (Rua Augusta is a strip mall with adjacent streets filled with restaurants, cafes, local shops and chain stores). It also houses the most important government offices in the country and a place where you find Lisboetas and many tourists watching the end of the day.

    sunset at Praca do Comercio

    sunset

    starry Rua Augusta

    Rua Augusta (Augusta street) under the stars and Christmas decorations.

    Amber-hued street lights bring a different mood to Lisbon streets. It fills with nostalgia, a longing for something. Like a love poem. From Portugal’s most famous poet and tortured soul:

    Amor é um fogo que arde sem se ver,
    é ferida que doi, e não se sente;
    é um contentamento descontente,
    é dor que desatina sem doer.É um não querer mais que bem querer;
    é um andar solitário entre a gente;
    é nunca contentar-se de contente;
    é um cuidar que ganha em se perder.É querer estar preso por vontade;
    é servir a quem vence, o vencedor;
    é ter com quem nos mata, lealdade.Mas como causar pode seu favor
    nos corações humanos amizade,
    se tão contrário a si é o mesmo Amor?
    Love is a fire that burns unseen,
    a wound that aches yet isn’t felt,
    an always discontent contentment,
    a pain that rages without hurting,a longing for nothing but to long,
    a loneliness in the midst of people,
    a never feeling pleased when pleased,
    a passion that gains when lost in thought.It’s being enslaved of your own free will;
    it’s counting your defeat a victory;
    it’s staying loyal to your killer. But if it’s so self-contradictory,
    how can Love, when Love chooses,
    bring human hearts into sympathy?
    Luís Vaz de Camões – a poem from the book Rimas
    night_star
    alley at night
    night arches
    I wandered in Lisbon. I found love.
    –FC
  • Here I am in front of a hole-in-the-wall but famous 'loja', sharing a Lisbon tradition among old, young, trendy Lisboetas and tourists who, like myself, discovered this  local concoction.
    Here I am in front of a hole-in-the-wall but famous ‘loja’, sharing a Lisbon tradition among old, young, trendy Lisboetas and tourists who, like myself, discovered this local concoction.

     

    This Christmas, I crossed the Atlantic to have some much-needed, long overdue, quality family time in Portugal, the homeland of my ancestors.

    I’ve been working on the few photos I took while exploring the city. And this one, it’s about something I discovered that’s one of those things that makes traveling to another country so fascinating: learning about the local culture and its traditions.

    Without giving it all away, all I can say about this picture, well, I was doing something that one must do while in Lisbon, the capital.

    Stay tuned for more pictures and the whole story. There’s more to it.

     

    Saúde!

     

    –FC

     

     

  • The Wynwoods at Lagniappe House

    One of the great pleasures in my wandering about town is finding good, live music. Found this place – Lagniappe House – and that night the band playing was – The Wynwoods – a Miami local. Bluegrass and Americana.  Paired that with a glass of wine.  Acoustic guitar. Banjo. Fiddle. Bass. Drums. Cheer. Spirits lifted.  I was glad I had taken my camera.

    band pre show  banjo solo  bass    drums solo    guitar solo  guitar  singing and chillin  the band and wine  the band   vocal_banjo  fiddle

    drums and wine

    wine bottles

     

    The Wynwoods

    Shot at Lagniappe House, Miami

    October 22, 2015

    -FC

  • Blue Room

    Feeling blue at home. Decided to play with the camera with some filters and artificial lights from television and ambience. Little editing done to capture the rawness of the moment, when you are feeling the weight of the ocean on your shoulders and you just want to surface.

    Blue room tv

     

    bare shoulder

     

    unveiling
    All photos: Flavia Caldas